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Timheparin
After speaking with Tiffany and seeing through her infatuation, I realized I wasn’t much better. I began to think and think, and then I finally realized my feelings without trying to intellectualize it, rationalize, or other…. I wrote this down in a word document… to which i took a snapshot
I realize the intentions of this blog are to create an idolblog atmosphere, and my constant instability is a hindrance. I don’t want to create anymore trouble or worry, so I think I will need to work on my life a bit before coming back to pester. You are all way too nice, genuine people- and friends. I truly appreciate everything. It’s just I’m a mess, and I realize this. So now I have to figure out a way to fix this. I’ll be back soon, promise.
Contact me at my email, through skype, etc if you ever need anything, I’ll definitely get back asap.
Boom Fiyah! are discussing. 
Timheparin 3:13 am on January 28, 2012 Permalink |
I care for you. Should I go to your place to prove it? And second to Mark, me and you are messes well I’m messier because I’m chatting in the morning, noon and evening, don’t leave…..I just found that you’re a flying bunny, I can be your flying carrot!
ibyfb 3:15 pm on January 28, 2012 Permalink |
Tim, haha, its ok, I believe you and care for you as well.. But Its true, I am a flying bunny, don’t you forget it. I replied your skype message. Thank you. We’ll talk soon as well
Boom Fiyah! 2:56 am on January 28, 2012 Permalink |
All content’s accepted here. You want to talk about it here, you can. Especially here, because I’m trying harder and harder not to be reached through IdolPad (because I think it’s kinda the wrong idea).
Like, yes, this is a kinda an Idolblog, but if you look at yours truly (who has been using it the most) the push has been to make it less and less tense and more personal, the Idol liveblogs aside. I hope it continues in that direction and that it gets used for that stuff more and more.
None of that, mind you, has anything to do with whether you stay around.
That said, don’t cut us all yet! I know you’re a mess… not like any of us are better. That said, it’s fine to be burnt out. I do want to talk to you, though, since the message may have me slightly concerned that everything is OK.
ibyfb 3:12 pm on January 28, 2012 Permalink |
Thanks guys, I really appreciate everything that you two in particular have done for me. I just have a bit of figuring out to do at the moment. It’s selfish, I realize, but one of the things I think I need to learn to be less emotionally dependent on the people around me especially when I’m not always best able to be that supporter that they are for me… We’ll definitely talk soon, after Monday morning, I’ll have no more midterm to study for for a while, so I’ll try to find you when we’re both online.
Boom Fiyah! 5:01 pm on January 28, 2012 Permalink |
Fair enough. For what it’s worth, you contribute more than enough (if the responses hadn’t made that evident). Figuring things out is good, but, still, we’re a resource more than a hindrance. Just wishing you the best.
ibyfb 8:14 am on January 30, 2012 Permalink |
Let me know whens a good time to talk. Just finished my test which went really well i think… To be honest, I’m not really sure what’s going on with me, sometimes I swear I’m bipolar… maybe stressed. Will be leaving msn on phone whole day, tho if msged I should be able to switch to other site or here.
ibyfb 8:16 am on January 30, 2012 Permalink |
Thanks a lot btw, for being so supportive. Really not sure what came over me, I guess the Chad-thing is getting to me… Well among other.. Hope to talk soon
Timheparin 5:11 pm on January 28, 2012 Permalink |
Do whatever you need to do, we’ll support you.
ibyfb 8:14 am on January 30, 2012 Permalink |
Thanks Tim